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I Feel Drunk All The Time

by Harry Harris

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    Once again I've worked with Gavin Day on the artwork for the hard copy of this record. It ls very beautiful. I also think this album is probably the first one of mine that would really do well be played in a car. In fact, in many ways the chief inspiration for the whole record was the 1995 compilation "Drive Time", which featured Steve Winwood, Warren Zevon, Cher, and The Beautiful South, and soundtracked most of my car journeys aged 6-10.

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1.
Marathon 04:51
Look at me, I’m a marathon runner now I was training for so long, but when they fired the starting gun I was tying my shoes, I was stretching my quads, I was drinking water So everyone got a head start, how can that be fair? They say it’s hours upon the track Til someone puts a blanket on your back and then You’ll feel like yourself again But have I hit the wall? Am I just getting started? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running? Have I hit the wall? Or am I broken hearted? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running And should my body break down, i’ll allow myself to collapse to the ground While all these men they’ll go and run past me for fun They are fitter than me, they’ve done this before I see they bear scars from the war I wanna ask them how it feels when the finish line comes They say it’s hours upon the track Til someone puts a blanket on your back and then You’ll feel like yourself again But have I hit the wall? Am I just getting started? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running? Have I hit the wall? Or am I broken hearted? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running They say it never stops hurting, they say it never stops hurting… But have I hit the wall? Am I just getting started? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running? Have I hit the wall? Or am I broken hearted? I knew this was coming, so how long have I been running
2.
I’ve bought too many houseplants for the size of my house And I don’t know where they should go Which ones should face north, which ones should face south Which ones will die when the wind comes to blow I’ve bought compost and pesticide, cheap secateurs Some gloves and some Miracle-Gro I’m making a go of this Having a go I can’t thread a needle, I can’t draw a straight line I don’t know where buttons should go But I bought myself a sewing class, Wednesdays 6-9 Though progress is bound to be slow But I’ll practice my stitches, I’ll bind up my samples And then, one day I will know I’m making a go of this Having a go On the road to the river there’s a club near the station Where the terminally hopeful can go Where girls with tattoos in the shape of a nightmare Will take your arm and they’ll tell you all that they know They are archers from Russia, with great reputations They know all about shooting and all about sin And I know a girl who goes down there to learn From these Robin Hoods by the Premier Inn She’s new at this, amateur, seen too many shows But she’s fixing an arrow to the notch of her bow Making a go of this, Having a go I’ve never known a ghost before, you’ve never been one too We don’t know how this will go But we are all doing our best to make something work Though you’re haunting us left and right, high and low With houseplants and needles and tautly strung bows Making a go of this Having a go
3.
Memphis 04:17
I never got the line ‘bout the ghost Til you went and you saw the sockets and wrote About spending the last of your money before flying back home And I too remember the churches blurring just out of view Like roadside attractions, like stories I knew Not by my heart, I just heard ‘em get told Oh we were caught in a fire Now we’re gasping for air Oh we sang in a choir So high in the air They thought we were singing to God but we were singing to Memphis They thought we were singing to God but we were singing to Memphis Hands together, singing to Memphis I never sat in a pew thinking something might happen But the light through the stained glass made brilliant patterns Moving in waves, whispering bright through the noise And so yes, I believed for a second Because those were the options But I was praying to nothing, just keeping faith in ourselves And what i know to be true and the sound of your voice Oh we were caught in a fire Now we’re gasping for air Oh we sang in a choir So high in the air They thought we were singing to God but we were singing to Memphis They thought we were singing to God but we were singing to Memphis Hands together, singing to Memphis
4.
Bloodletting 03:15
How long were you bleeding before you showed me the clot? Red as a gemstone, shaped like a heart I carried that picture around without thinking it’d tear me apart I’ve been letting this blood flow through me without leaving a mark How long were you hurting before you told me the truth? You sounded yourself then, every word came out new I carried that sentence around without thinking that it came from your mouth I’ve been letting this hurt flow through me without letting it out Give me old fashioned medicine Dispensed by the drop from a vile Give me the heat the open my pores Let sweat run from me like streams through the soil All this weight, still to jettison Or the water will fill up my lungs And I can’t cough up this sickness Fever still comes How long were you out for and what was it like? Do you know that she stayed by your side every night? I carry her love for you round like we’ve been hit by the same bolt of light I’ve been letting it flow through me when I’m not feeling alright
5.
If I’d have known the restaurant would be paying for the dinner I’d have had another wine to make it last a little longer Out here in the real world I can tell you’re looking thinner But this ain’t the real world, really, it’s something different altogether Cos the streets outside they smell like blood and marrow The market in the square outside the hospital And all the men in suits they rush like they don’t even know How sick you are at all We did not go for superstition sat around the table No salt over my shoulder, we were not looking for the devil Polpetto, arancini, caponata, limoncello We pass these things between us in a cross And it may not be our custom to say for what we should be grateful But I seem to recall you made a toast And if you’d ask me what I want if I thought my days they might be numbered I’d say free Italian food, and nothing else Cos the streets outside they smell like blood and marrow The market in the square outside the hospital And all the men in suits they rush like they don’t even know How sick you are at all If I’d have known the restaurant would be paying for the dinner I’d have had another wine
6.
Roses 04:09
You’ve been dead a financial quarter But the markets aren’t levelling out I don’t understand the fluctuating currencies How those cunts in the city move their money about The weather’s changed from balmy to destructive The country’s waiting for the bomb to fall And my friends think if they can’t say something constructive It’s better to say nothing at all But don’t the days feel like a boulder on your chest? Don’t the sun look like a boulder in the sky? I gotta deadhead the roses, ‘cos they’re losing all their colour Maybe it’s better to just look these things in the eye The road will be closed throughout the summer They’ve torn down the shopping arcade And the buses are diverted, ‘cos they’re building another It’ll be bigger and better and in the same place Now there’s just a gap where the building used to be Like a kid pulled out his last baby tooth And I keep searching my reflection for signs that I am older Then remember it’s only been three months Sometimes the days feel like a boulder on my chest Sometimes the sun looks like a boulder in the sky I gotta deadhead the roses, ‘cos they’re losing all their colour Maybe it’s better to just look these things in the eye Turn away, I don’t want you to turn away
7.
Plane flying at low light, I’m checking the exits Nose turned to the water, sun slung off the bridges My eardrums have burst, I cannot hear anything I look in my front facing camera for signs of difference You wait by the gate, your face will be silent What is there to say that won’t just sound violent? My eardrums they hum like I’ve been pulled under water The seatbelt signs come on, I can’t hear the pilot The sky looks like teeth, like the world is an animal The sky looks like gold, like the world is a thief I know the world is a thief, I know the world is unbearable When you’re caught underneath of it When you’re caught underneath Oh, oh, oh, I feel drunk all the time Oh, oh, oh, I feel drunk all the time Don’t you, don’t you feel drunk all the time? I feel drunk all the time
8.
Apocalypse 04:22
I was travelling through the borders, The wind was volleying the reeds They moved like water through the rapids,They were scattering seeds I broke down from the weight of it, Before we got to Galashiels And I could see the clouds make patterns, casting shadows on the field If I could just stop shaking If I could just compose myself Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it You keep it mostly to yourself, I sometimes wonder if you should Or are you preparing for the worst to come, stockpiling firewood, I think in truth you must be just as worried as the rest of us By the numbers climbing on on the dials, by the mercury in the bulb If I could just stop shaking If I could just compose myself Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it And preachers hand out pamphlets on the streets Ask me if I’ve thought of God, tell me it’s not too late I am waiting for this weather to explode, The trucks are gridlocked on the road, All heading for the coast, I cannot stand the wait, I cannot stand the heat Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it Say it with me, say it with me, say it with me If this is the apocalypse At least we know the scale of it
9.
All the machines are whirring in the warehouse All the uniforms are using their degrees I don’t know where you study to learn this kind of information It all seems pretty dubious to me They’ve made models of the structures of your body They are looking for your weakness and strengths But there’s people in your corner sure you’ve got a fighting chance Even though they know just what you’re up against Maybe if you had a sword, a military sword Maybe if you had a gun, a double-barrelled gun Maybe if you had a shield, an iron-plated shield We coulda levelled up the playing field Before the battle had begun Spartan vs. Ninja was a whitewash Ninja wasn’t even getting close Spartan’s spears were thrusting through his torso And the Ninja didn’t land a single blow And in the match Jesse James vs. Al Capone You know it’s Jesse James all day long That’s why Cher wrote the song about Jesse James And why Cher didn’t write shit about Al Capone Maybe if you had a vest, a standard-issue Kevlar vest Maybe if you had a knife, a Nepalese Khukuri knife Maybe if you had attacked without one hand behind your back You’d pin that fucker to the mat, have him fighting for his life Well ain’t that just like life, you’re the knife in a gun fight With blades in your shoes, you’re set up to lose, and now I’m just tongue-tied You were always gonna go down in flames, You were always gonna go down in flames But maybe if you’d had a whip, like Indiana’s whip Or maybe if you’d had a bomb, a sophisticated bomb Or maybe if you’d had the will, we’d be in the trenches still And you could go in for the kill With everyone cheering you on
10.
John always hated the football, no matter how much I explained But today is a Saturday, and John would have hated the pubs all showing the game John would have hated the noise from the stadium tumbling into my flat Everyone dressed the same like they’re children or something John would have hated that, John would have hated that John would have hated this weather, the sun making everyone bloom The heat would have stuck his shirt to his skin and he’d whinge and he’d stay in his room Playing video games and drinking cider in a cloth shirt and old fashioned hat But the circles of students all setting up slacklines John would have hated that, John would have hated that John hated when he wasn’t smoking, and not being able to smoke When a bottle of wine wasn’t open, there’s no point in living like that And John fucking hated Southampton, and I fucking hate it as well Cos there’s nothing to do in Southampton and if there is, I don’t wanna know If there is I don’t wanna know John would have hated the way the words started to slip from his tongue How he had to build all these bridges again to get back to where he’d begun John would have hated being so far away from himself and from everyone I love him, I hate that he’s gone, I love him, I hate that he’s gone
11.
I’m following a new girl to the Cro-Bar Her friends are telling me she’s got a kid I think she called me charming but I’d rinsed an open bar So I assume she must have been taking the piss We went to the church of Scientology They tried to make us do a personality test We didn’t see each other much after that single incident Probably for the best Here’s a toast to all my worst ideas! They’ve gotten me here, they’ve gotten me here I can’t remember swinging for that bastard But Ella says I did, and then we called it a night I blame all the ginger wine John gave me on the underground Hidden in the lining of his coat Here’s a toast to all my worst ideas! They’ve gotten me here, they’ve gotten me here And once I shared some weed with a Bulgarian Got him talking about Stoichkov in his prime But I couldn’t roll for shit, I didn’t know what I was doing Caroline said it’d probably be fine She was wrong, it wasn’t fine Here’s a toast to all my worst ideas! They’ve gotten me here, they’ve gotten me here
12.
Reindeers 03:07
It’s funny how they move so slow Leaden feet upon the ice I’m falling asleep on your couch again We’ve watched all of the movies now Dishes piled up in the sink There’s a mouse on your countertop, it’s no use, let him eat Would I do it again? I would do it again. Christmas lights still on the tree Crunch of snow from your TV They are delivering letters, I cannot pronounce the place’s name And the traffic hums like a kitchen fan My glass is empty again You tilt the wine in my direction, I reach out my hand Would I do it again? I would do it again Would I do it again? Yes, I would do it again

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released June 21, 2019

Produced by Harry Harris and Iain Hutchison
Recorded at Glo Worm Studios, Glasgow
Engineered by Iain Hutchison and Sam Welch
Mixed by Iain Hutchison

Harry Harris: Vocals, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, mandolin, hammond organ
Martha Ffion: Backing vocals
Pedro Cameron: Violin
Angus Munro: Saxophone
Rosie Bans: Keys
Robin Brill: Drums
Al Shields: Bass
Iain Hutchison: Handclaps

All songs written by Harry Harris © 2019, except Deadliest Warrior, written by Harry Harris and Caroline O’Donoghue, and Making A Go Of This, written by Harry Harris and Ella Risbridger.

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